So I have been wondering a lot lately it’s not that I don’t wonder all the time anyway but this time I have been wondering about the future. I have been doing all these things I feel like I’m living in the present but I’m just doing them for my future and the thing is sometimes I don’t some activities mostly because they stress me out and I panic. I think everyone does certain things for their future but the question is do we all get to live the future? This might very confusing and it is most definitely is but what’s the point of all of the things you do if you don’t like them why waste time maybe at the same time you can do something else something you genuinely like maybe. Sometimes I’m lost and when I’m lost I overthink a lot. I wouldn’t say it’s healthy to overthink but it makes me feel less lost so works for me. I'm not lost now but I am overthinking convincing myself I’m all sane. But then again all these things I do are exciting when it isn’t stressful. How cool it is to experience life, life is indeed boring but it’s also very adventurous when you just go with a flow and everything’s good. I’m having writer’s block and I’m not even sure what to write about anymore I’m just trying to make sense I have to write a story and every day I wake up open a document ready to write something but I fail I just can’t write I don’t know what to write I just don’t know where to start the story it’s all very frustrating. I’m also starting a book club I hope that goes well and I stay consistent. Also, this blog is supposed to be out at 6 pm and I'm drafting it now at 1 pm but it should have been done by Thursday but I am a procrastinator.
That’s all for this week’s blog. Until next week then?? have a good day/night/afternoon\evening whenever you are reading this, Au revoir for now.
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